I have figured out why it’s such a bad thing to go too long between posts. Things happen. Lots of things. Then I don’t have time to write about them all! Oh well, I’ll just pick one thing at a time.
Say, that reminds me, I’ve figured out one of the reasons I get overwhelmed with things. The problem is this: I look at the whole elephant. Need explanation? I thought so. You know that saying that goes “how do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.” Well my dear friend/RA Cally was trying to stop me from freaking out the other night, and she started to ask me that, and I said “but I have to look at the whole elephant! It’s what I do!” (she laughed. Talking to her helped though. :) Anyway that’s my problem. I’m trying to focus on one little piece of the elephant at a time. Even though the elephant might not even taste very good while I’m eating it, I know it will be very filling in the end! And I think that’s about all the applicability I can milk out of that analogy.
Next subject: something I need to work on… a gentle and quiet spirit. I read these verses today and was very convicted but also challenged/encouraged…..
“And let not your adornment be merely external- braiding the hair, and wearing gold jewelry, or putting on dresses; but let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the imperishable quality of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is precious in the sight of God.” 1 Peter 3:3-4
I don’t necessarily think of myself as a super materialistic person, but I definitely put more stock in pointless things than I mean to or should. I’m very blessed to be in a place where people really don’t care about external adornment- they truly care about where your heart is and who you are not in relation to the world, but in relation to Christ. This is not only encouraging, but also challenges me to constantly examine myself, maintaining a high standard of living for God and not for my own pleasure. I love living with people who really hold me accountable, whether they do it consciously or not, to living in light of God’s desire for me. My prayer is that I would truly have “the imperishable quality of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is precious in the sight of God.” My thoughts are so flighty and frivolous sometimes, sometimes I just wish God’s word would just sweep through me like a big gust of wind, carrying away all thoughts and desires that have no real merit, and leaving behind those that are firmly rooted in the truth of God’s will for me. In fact sometimes it does. The thing is though, that because these things are so light and fluffy, it doesn’t take much for them to float along and find a resting place in my heart. This is why I must stay in the word, constantly evaluating all I do. “For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are open and laid bare to the eyes of Him with whom we have to do.” -Hebrews 4:12-13. The Bible surely does judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart, and I’m so very grateful to have something that says so clearly what it and is not right according to God’s standards. Praise God, for He is never changing. So that’s my prayer right now. I want the hidden person of my heart to have a gentle and quiet spirit. One that is patient, yet eager to learn, loving, slow to anger, and quick to forgive. I know that I cannot bestow this upon myself, but as it says in Jude 24-25, “Now to Him who is able to keep you from stumbling, and to make you stand in the presence of His glory, blameless with great joy, to the only God our savior, through Jesus Christ our Lord, be glory, majesty, dominion and authority, before all time and now and forever. Amen.”
Amen! And I think that just about says it all. Good night.